You Pie. For the Murderess

ZOmg.

I knew I couldn't keep this journa; thing going.
LAWLZ.

But whatever.
I've got a whole lotta nothing to report.
Well New semester isn't really nothing.
New year is actually a something

and the fact that I've developed a common sleeping disorder isn't news breaking.
Key wording Common in there.

Still pisses me off though, the fact I can't sleep.
Watch me pass out tommorrow or something.

Well so far in life I learnt how to maek GIF animations a hard.
and easy way.
here's one actually.


I think it's pretty suhweet.
I"m gonna make more though they're just too sweet.

xP

So anyway.
alot of new comers @ school in the new semester.
I'm actually surpeised.
This time I have 
Math;VisualArts;Photography;Spare;HumanBehaviour.
Pretty rad, although I really want to drop photography since I didn't actually know there was a fee to pay.
and bro-theer I have zero dollerez.
Hence why I'm Trying really hard to get a job right now.
But It's just not working.

Either way I'm trying.

I have no crushes worth blabbing about.
and I have Nothing BESIDES the fact that I am officially 16, have my own room. FINALLY and am working on G1 bitches.

Cao.

Hurrah mcr CD comes out. October 23/24
Make me happy.
and I totaly had Deja-vu.

Estraaange.

Anyway. I'm frustrated with myself because.
well you know the buss guy?
well of course you do.
well I still really like him and all, but I keep...screwing up?
or maybe it's just me.
I walk away and don't mean to, I totaly don't talk to him becasue I'm nervous you know?
I DONT MEAN IT.

god.
I'll die.
I mean.
GAH!
I'm so screwed up in the brain, and stressed and have a shit load of chores todo.
So I'ma go and do em.

before I explode from guilt.
Not like it's not gonna happen anyway.
If he reads this and knows what I'm talking about.

I'm sorry.

:[

P.S I got forcefully 'married to Gerard Way yesterday.
There goes my youth.
I got the ring from claires.
WEll either way, who wouldn't want to be married to a lyrical genius and a smexyfull blonde Nazi?

:]

Ew.
So not hungry.

When I don't eat I feel so sick that I can't eat till the next morning.'
I bloody ludirious is that?

Anyway.
I got my lip 'pierced' for all the noobs out there.
fucking dumb.
I saw everysingle one diss me 'behind my back'
Funny is you ask me. Which you ARE in fact asking me.
Anyway.
So other than that today was boring. and I think certain people should just not wake up one moring.
haha
I love life.

:]

OverandOUt

WEll yeah. today was pretty okay.
:]

I went over to manee's and slept on her bed with her puppy/Did home work/ went to the mall.

It was pretty Rad.
then I went to my grandmothers.
watched confessions of a Dramma queen.
and realized I love that movie more than I thought I did.
Then I came home, and sat the the PC typing up my day so you could read it.
While my family idely sits infront of the TV laughing at an American TV show about people getting hurt.
it's supposed to be funny.
Well there lauhging it up. Quite a bit.

Anywyays. Totally doing homework now.

So nighty night.

Lily. OverandOUT

It's true though, that really happened.
ten dogs, ten dogs were part colombian heroin ring,
and they were filled with cocain.
 and thier all dead now.
Yeah.
...

Yeah so anywho.
I had a pretty good day today. It helped that everyone around me was happy!
so it made me happy, even though I got this killer headache at the last period.
Felt like Death playing golf in my head.
I almost threw up, then I did throw up a little.
then felt a little better, and then I went home.
and felt alot better.

anyways A video you need to watch is http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/33705477/ <---There
ans so watch it and may your days be filled with joy.

You bunch of sexually deprived teenagers.

[It's my answer to life. No sex = Fucked up teens. hey man shit happens, and why not blame it on the mothers?
Exactly what I thought too. Sex. ]]


Haha.
Overand out.
--Lily Pie-ism

Arr. I curses the days yous were born. Scurvey on the lot of you disgustin
SCALLYWAGS. go home and cry teh-yer mam,
you yellah bellied sea vermin.

Oh apple snapple.
I just dissed you in paratenese.

Haha.

Anywho tday was one of the bext days/worst days ever.
Fuck life, but make it a good fuck.

So yeah. English sucked&&& MEdia suck as usual.
but. everythign kinda rulled.
lyk afterschool bus riding.
omfg. I Chatted to. he must not be named.
:]

yeppers I didums.
and then I found out that I DIDN"T  loose Dylans MP3 player to some jerk.
No Yelly stole it as a joke, that she kinda forgot about.

thanks yelly
anywho.
Domonique came over and I was like WHA!?
because I was gonna watch passions and he was just like asleep on the couch.
so it scared me alot.

but then I was happy again. :]

so yeah. my day went from bad to pretty really good.
Besides the fact that I looked like shit.

Mental note.
NEVERWEARFUCKINGHEELSTOSCHOOL AGAIN.

No matter how cute they are.
Jeebus.


But I'd still Tap her.

Yeah My day today, was just luk-eh.
Or I had whatever god is up there on my side.
[I Had G O D on my side. shame, no wonder my hips looked huge. Aha....ha]

Yeah. so I almost missed the bus tis morning, I was busy Trying to throw out my tea bag, while not vommiting because of the maggots crawling all over the rubbage bin.

Eww with a U.

So yeah, the bust driver was all like, I would have missed you had I not seen you're Violin.
and Iw as like.
OMGTHANKYOU.
to him, but really I meant My lovely, LOVELY Chemiras [ My Chemical Rasmus, the full name for my violin]

Yeah pretty Rad. He's foriegn. From Korea.
But I love him all the same [my violin <3]
So yes, and then after I'm all happy. Downer to my day was media studies.
but then I just pushed that past me, and went to english.
Chilled, handed in my Dramatic Monologue.
Because I'm cool like that.

and then I came up with a new desing for mah Teeshirts.
So happy that Nick let me borrow his pencil in that Spur-of-the-moment Drawing.
Kinda like a sneeze those spurs of Muse.
anywhooo.

So yeah then I was rally happy, I had worn my homemand Tee.
everyone was like.
WIllUMAKE MEE 1?
I was all. Dude their not free.
then their lyk.
OHYEAH! how much?

I'm just like.
Kah-ching.

Dude.
I was like.
 
!!

Omg.
so yes, and then after school it was piss pouring,
I had only my sweater. but the Cus guy, I had been keeping a Keen eye on was standing precisely wher he was last week.
I decided after mentally preparing myself for a long while to ask him if he went to cameron.
Because He looked familiar [ Yeah.]
So after almost tapping him about seventeen times [ I mean tapping on the shoulder. Shaun. Jeeze ]
I finally did, and asked, and he was lyk.
No and so I was all Oh.
but eventually [about 10 minutes later]
I asked his name it was ****** and I was heppy.
:]
Like a burrito.
xD


So yeah My rant of the bus-boy is over.
I'm heppy.
Like a crocodile.
:)



Over and out.---Lily Pie <3 <3

Today was quite uneventfull.
Exceot my little sis auditioned for the polly pocket sing-a-thing.
I'm soooo Proud of her she did.
Furkin AWSOME.
Man I really hopes she makes it.
Anyways. last night I stayed up till one-ish painting.
then had a wierd dream. that I'm NOT going to post.
It was...em..*cough*...Personal.
ANYWHO.
I actually slep in and then after the Cambridge center-audition-I went to dance practise.
and it was pretty fun I guess.
I knocked of a plant with my hair while I was spinning.
I broke the pot.
:[
Embarassing.
But mike was a sweet heart about it, but I got over it in...just now.
xD
So yeah. Now I'm gonna just do my homework.


Over and Out.

---Lily Pie.

So I pretty much went through at least 10 trillion MYspace profiles before giving up and taking the time to make my freaking own.
Now It looks good.
Well...better.

Anyways. I cleaned today, and then I went and wrote some more story for Azra.
Because I'ma nice friend, that way.
then as I was jst about to relax my grandma Forces me to buy butter with her because it's ceaper for a family buying 4 blocks of butter.
So she wants us all to buy four bars.
My GRandma, Me, and my grandpa.
Oh and get this:: It was even for her. 
So bloody woman was too bloddy lazy to buy her own damned butter so my Oma, the nice lady she is made me do it.
I hate old people.
Bloody fucking hell.
Well it ticked me off for about an hour, then I total just retreated to my room for an unreasonable amount of time and realized I had not done anything I had planned on doing.
so I'm doing that now.
Mural, Homework, Ciggy, Bed.
:]

Cao.

Okay past days I have been not living.
I swear, Life has just been one big borring-dragging on- Day.
Well it seemed like it this week.
It's like Reality of school hasn't even hit me yet.
I'm so stressed I'm loosing wieght.
I mean, is that normal?
FUCK.
Anyways I made this really sweet ass photo of me and Gerard Way.
I still have to fix it, because I do.
but still It's as sweet as his new hairdo.
JUSTTHATSWEET.
:]


Demolition Lovers?

Well maybe I should meet him first, and see what shit goes on from there.
haha.
I need a smoke.

Cao.

Things happened that I didn't get to write about because my Idiotic uncle of a alarry doesn't know how to properly operate what us young kids call-internet- and busted it.
Now it is operational.
and I am content once again.
My life is complete. Though I cannot pspend endless hours typing away my endless hours.
I have about three prjects due ona a friday,
Hurrah.
n jkl;sdfugowboigujrbtkdsf....
the first day f school was boring.
The second a little less boring.
the third just plain Shitty.
but today, bloody wicked.
I have Media studies-English-Music-Spare-Graphic arts.
Wicked?
heck yessums.
Yes and today we went to the Princess theater in waterloo and watched a boring-yet very. VERY good film- called the inconveniant truth.
About Global warming today. and OMG my children are going to die. the world is going to die .
you know how much that sucks for my [Italian-Scotish-German-Jamacan-Babies?]
AHH.
Creepy yet I fell asleep because I was very, very sleepy.Things happened that I didn't get to write about because my Idiotic uncle of a alarry doesn't know how to properly operate what us young kids call-internet- and busted it.
Now it is operational.
and I am content once again.
My life is complete. Though I cannot pspend endless hours typing away my endless hours.
I have about three prjects due ona a friday,
Hurrah.
n jkl;sdfugowboigujrbtkdsf....
the first day f school was boring.
The second a little less boring.
the third just plain Shitty.
but today, bloody wicked.
I have Media studies-English-Music-Spare-Graphic arts.
Wicked?
heck yessums.
Yes and today we went to the Princess theater in waterloo and watched a boring-yet very. VERY good film- called the inconveniant truth.
About Global warming today. and OMG my children are going to die. the world is going to die .
you know how much that sucks for my [Italian-Scotish-German-Jamacan-Babies?]
AHH.
Creepy yet I fell asleep because I was very, very sleepy.
yeah so then I woke up, and we all took the City bus back to school.
I sat there, and...stuff.
THEN I had twoo lunches today. 3rd and 4th period because of the field trip so really the ONLY class I attended was graphic arts!!
AH! it was awsome.
Then. I dunno I must have looked really hot today of something. because I was hit on left and right.
Not just at school either.
Then I bought a new lighter. Made me happy.
Danced with Doug.
Called Steve a cheese.
Got him all. "I'm not a cheese" like.
Got mad. Left.
Went to class. Fummed for about a millisecond.
Endured class witht he NEgative kind sitting across from me.
he hates everything.
Especially everything I like.
then I went home and watched passions.
it was good. But I ended up skipping the rest of passions to watch Teen titans.
becaause it's just what I do everyday. then flip back to the end of the show to get a summary and save myself an hour of dramatic pauses.
anyways.
I'm totaly monkey brained today.
so BAI

<3 <3 <3 <3

I'm so upset I could throw up.

I'm lonely.
N that shaun isn't nice..I like him. More as a brother.
I want more than that.
Maybe he could replace my brother? and sister?
That would rule beyond reson.
Or maybe he'd let me stay at his place in toronto.
Got. I'm dying and what have I done with my life?
I'm a struggling artist. with usless but supportive parents that are more worried about how nice their house is than their actual daughter.
My mother feels neglected.
Yeah. right. 
She's mad I'm not picture perfect like she was. [ Yeah. fucking.right ]
My Dad is blancing more jobs than I've ever known.
He too us to toronto today.
It really sucked.
Because my siblings came too, and with them E V E R Y T H I N G is borring.
so we did N O T H I N G
we went to the Chapters attached the the Imax. Near the Much/City Tv place.
then we went to a sool-ish comic book store that had nothing I wanted.
but it was still a pretty cool store.
They were playing Gargoyles.
but really since they didn't have any of the books I liked.
I didn't like it.
MY brother and sister used every breath they had to insult me.
and According to my partens. it was my fault.
Great huh?
Alexis on Fire Came to Much.
I didn't get to see because my sister was tired.
Because she got to invite her friends over.
to a fucking sleep over.
I had to clean up after them.
Not her.

Fuck.

If Killing wasn't morraly wrong in every fucking way.
Nothing could stop my from slaughtering my family.
Bloody Hell, Here I come.



---Lilith <x3

It did.
My siblings were impossible.
Then I almost borke down.
then I got moody and angry.
Then I met a new guy.
then he was online and we chatted.
then I felt better.
Then I hung out with Helen.
Now I'm going to toronto tomorrow
Downside: Dentist appointment A 8:45

Eww. Cavities
Dx

Kay. I'm out. I need my  B  E A U T Y [not] sleep.

<3 <3 <3

I'm a little annoyed.
I have friends that never call. [unless they want someone's number]
Never hang out with me. Unless I press them too.
Yet hang out and call each other on whim.
People say friends come and go, but really I say what’s the point if you can avoid a headache entirely?
I say accommodate.
Acquaint yourself with people.
no further. unless you really can't handle the solitude.
I say Don't voice your opinions to people who couldn't give a rats ass. Or wouldn't understand half the intelligent things coming out of your mouth.
or the broad angled things. [ But really if they're pissing you off. Give them your Full fucking 360 of what you think. Don't take shit from anybody.]
Why bother with the people who couldn't possibly understand half the things you have to endure, or the frustration of trying to be yourself in a conservative world?
Face it, when they say they know what they've been through. They really don't have a shit of an Idea.
I know this sounds hard to believe. but Parents really know allot.
You wouldn't believe how much you are like them .
But still.
GOD why fucking bother huh? With friends, or dating or anything like that. [ Dating has it's up, so go for it. it's an exception ]
just for the sense of companion ship?
Oh please. What kind of a desperate human are you ?


I'm out
Cao

                                                                                                     

Okay I went to Toronto Friday. And just got back.

Here’s what happened in those days.

The wicked cool stuff that happened then.

I will summarize the summary right now by stating the two words that I will use.

To summarize the summary of course.

Fucking RAD

Yep. Totally damn straight.

On Friday we got there. Boring , blah and shit. We went to the hotel then went to ‘sleep’

I couldn’t sleep at all. So I snuck out of my room around eleven-ish and went down into the Lobby.

It took about an hour of mental preparation. After that hour I had convinced myself of two things.

My Dad is snoring to damn loud for anyone to hear me.

And that every horror movie I saw was just a movie.

Anyways. I went down there. Drew and listened to music for a long while. Then got bored.

So I texed Azra. She was up but decided after the second text message that she was going to sleep.

So then I shut off my phone.

Drew and listened to music some more.

Then went to my room and finally went to sleep.

I awoke several hours later [Total Family guy flash in my mind]

So My mom was off at this can-fit-pro class. Where she learnt about stuff in the fitness department.

Very much not mine.

My Dad decided he wanted to check out this ‘exhibition’ they were having of their many…many…many machines.

I called it Norris Pint.

Because I could picture Chuck Norris doing commercials for every single piece of equipment in there.

And plus the movie doge ball was play and it was [ Ironically] at the part were chuck Norris was kinda just thrown in there. And pint just made it sound good. To me. In my head.

And Blah.

Anyways.

So I found this one station where they had Dance, Dance Revolution. And it was very free. And Very fun.

And life was very, very good.

Then we left and again decided to walk down young street to the Eaton’s mall.

We hung for a long while, I got some nasty bubble tea. With pieces of things in it. Nasty

Then we caught up with a Dude called Dominique. He’s a friend of the Family, moved to Canada from Germany and lived in Kitchener for a while.

But now attends a university in Toronto.

Yeah. So we were actually on our way back to the hotel because it was around Five -ish. I think.

And well My legs were a little sore.

But then Some Crazy Shit happened.

Good shit my friends. Very Good Shit.

Well there is this wicked cool Show called.

Dark Oracle.

.
And my Favorite Character is Vern

And guess who I saw walking the very Toronto streets!?

VERN Rbwekr;bkufbw;ukbf!!!!!

With no hair and still looking good!!!!!!

I didn’t say anything because

A] I was in a massive State of Shock

B] He looked Uber pissed

C] I was with my little sister and Dad , My little sister was moody and would tell him off and my dad would just….scare him?

Anyways.

I regret every second of not saying anything. But still I was totally Psyched! I mean.

Juuust Groovy man. He’s just too hot in his own way.

So yes. I squealed for about three hours after that, and then we went out for dinner at this place.

The waiter was hot.

My sister had mad hots for him. She made me come to the bathroom with her lyk four times.

Then we went to the hotel and I really didn’t want too.

I was still hyped from the afternoon.

So Dominique took me out to walk around.

We met these wicked cool French people, just visiting Toronto.

Then we walked for a loong time. And Dominique need a Cig. So we were walking through this very mini park and He asked these people for a Cig.

And their like Oh yeah. Blah, Blah, Blah.

Then the guy sitting with the Chick turn out to be a Toronto Blue Jays.

I’m just like..cool..wait omfg!

Yeah. So after that it was just us talking about our lives for a looong effin time.

Then I went back. Got to the hotel 12-ish.

My feet never hurt so bad all my life.

I’ve never been so tired in a looong time.

But it was sooo worth it.

Then Sunday. Boring until we go to eat Chinese in China Town.

I’ve never successfully eaten with chopsticks before until today.

It was the coolest thing ever!!!

I tried new foods.

And ate Tofu pudding for dessert. TOFU PUDDING.

And I liked it.

THEN after that we went and bought some movies, and shit .

Snakes on a plane.

Talladega Nights

Miami Vice

Pirates of the Caribbean 2

And Scary movie 4.

Sooo sweet. 5 movies for twenty buck, you cant go wrong.

And then we went to Von mills, bought some clothes, then to pick up my brother from the air port.

And now I’m home.

 

So my weekend lovelies.

Cao. <3 <3

[P.S I WANNA see him AGAIN. :[ I miss thefamousvern…]

 

I did nothing.
I saw no one.
I went to an art shop, and wasted my Oma's money
on cool things
Like Magic modling clay.
I made a dragon that fell apart just now
:)

I logged onto MSN and starred aimlessly at my contacts list for exatly ten minutes. trying to will people to log on.
It didn't work so I started talking to mark.
Now your updated.
Ta.

I don't even care enough to spell anything properlee

So I ahve a new fringe.
and Hairstyle.
I don't really like it.
but what can I do?
Meh.

So yeah that's pretty much it.
Oh and I also tried extentins for the first time.
I hate them.
their uncomfortable in every way.
I didn't get very much sleep because of them and my ear.
GRR,
but what can I do?
Nadda.
Zip.
Zilch.

Kay Cao

Today if definately one of those days when Nothing at all happens to my life.
I went to the market for like the 3258903976529764th time and bought a new top/Blue wierd purse.
I am MAKING my back to school clothes/accessories and Trying to land a part time job.
I watch passions everyday. and I drick exsessive amounts of Tea.
I type hours on end, and listen to oldies in my room.
I clean the house.
and I Pierce myself.
Just did my ear. [going to do the next one.]
I have no life.


Save me please.
[Plus going to see nskaes on a PLANE so excited!!! AND Azzie is coming back SATURDAY!!! omfg happy]

Makes no sense. but then again what does?

Definately not human bodies.
Whatever. today I went out with my Grandma and had lunch, then went and bought three rolls of cookie dough and a magazine.
Now I am making Chocolate chip cookies and watching a soap opera [PASSIONS hbfiwvlkewlhdsgiuyr]
I feel Really old.

and to make it worse.
I called a freaky kid a younge whipper snapper.
but the look on his face, almost made me pee my pants.
with laughter.

[read this whole entry in monotone, and over dramatized pauses and then you'll be re-inacting my day]

Everytime I look at the word Bijillion.
I think Jiz.

Man summer's going by fast.
What have I got to show for it?
two five dollar bills.
and a couple quaters I got returning carts at the airport.

My brother's in Germany.
My sister is at Gymnastics Camp.
and I still need a Job.
but what am I doing?

Surfing on Gaiaonline.com
yep.

Because I'm cool like that

<3